But today is HAAAARRRRRRDDDDDD..... I don't know or understand WHY, but oh dear jesus, it's been tempting me all day to just sneak and get a packet and have "just the one".... I'm reasonably confident I won't - because of slippery slope etc etc, but yes. A hard day - just when I thought I'd pretty much gotten over it. It's been in my head since last night when I watched the final of my favourite show, and normally, I'd sit outside and have a couple of smokes in the dark, with a vodka, and think deep and meaningful thoughts about life. And last night I was kinda, well, what do I do now?
Worse, I know it's all in my head. Am taking deep breaths. Have inhaled 3 dark chocolate timtams. Have been for walk. Know it's silly. Will go do something else now to keep busy.
Gah.
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